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The More to Give the More to Have

Love flowers.

Let those of us who cede, ravish its deep interior; lay with the ground; spend our hard shell of desire; invaginate the dank, bacterial swell; intercourse with hyphae sporiferous in rot; hear roots shriek with pleasure as they copulate in the musky putrescence; touch the fetal absence as waste seeds to wild emptiness; taste decay's ejaculate in the voids of dark that germinate; see starvation of light as cause for ecstasy; this vanishing the frenzy of suns; their "holes" of after-life an embryo's appetite; this excessive yielding the contamination of increase; this fatal paradise, how Love is able to rise.

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Where A Star Goes When It Dies & Until Then Why It Shines

Let the propagation of light persist long enough & it will become sex. Let sex propagate long enough & it will become a sun. The generation is not born of water or fire, of omnipotence or willfulness, of synthesis or dialectic, of selection or variety. To breed light requires emptiness. To populate what is lit requires death. Ruin is upon its back & open-thighed; the living, erect & ready to penetrate. The world grows round with phyletic wombs. Increase of a dark universe is Love's radiance. Img_8456_4                                                            

This Vague Creation

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Desire is anticipation of flux even if the change appears “blind”, “random” or “ignorant”. Without it the varying is aimless—amid the clamor & rout, no omission, no importance & therefore no selection (no appetite, no phagocytes). Seeking the satisfaction of change (the adventure of endosymbiosis), this precursor of Love is a cell’s esse—that is, no eternal abstract or impress of fate authors propagation, imagines a Garden of Innocence, a Reason of Perfection. Want makes pregnant the lightless, the unknown & all equilibria. On the Tendency of Varieties to depart indefinitely from the Original Type Alfred Russel Wallace urges the concerned to consider that sexual excess & its ecstasy of remembrance is the “tending” of all species for it. Whatever is fixed by God, whatever supreme idea of the permanent, whatever true form staid by divine intent (most of Aristotle’s essentia) is now a larva’s chorion; a brushfoot’s meconium. Eclosed are the variations constrained by Adamic permanence; liberated from the mortal afflictions endeavoring with little effect, the perfection of the Platonic. All ancestral forms are contingent upon the desires of prior ancestral forms, their copulatory exuberance & their indefinite, varied circumstances of an environment ceaselessly elaborated for the Cell to the good effect of the latter succeeding adversity, leaving behind progeny charged with a fierce sense to populate, pursue survival with obsessive self-interest & be lucky enough to have a planet (the "aim" of natural selection) set apart as sacred this varying of a very old appetite.

The Eye That Looks Into What Makes Us So Pourous

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Love reminds me of how the sun, in the swollen dark, (like every thing else) endeavors to
spend itself.

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