what grows old is born, becomes what “to grow” has conceived which is what death in immortality is for in anticipation of what has past, comes nothing & yet this future, entirely free, conceives for itself an obligation to elaborate
if time is temperature than all this “chatter” that keeps even god alive
might as well be what strikes at the heart of it—for what is it (Pascal's wretchedness?) but this scandal of atoms that seek the benefit of fire?
what does strife look like? like the ground desire arouses
from out of nothing—a wretchedness conjured and its wantonness what sex in this wicked sleep god intends: to wake a root & send Strife pregnant
into “the look”. what every cell sustained by a sun in ruin becomes
love has burned a way look at the scarred ground!
that’s all it takes not one in the ash to give life back
not even the dream spring can die again. why? because a soul
is a seed & a seed is only a promise—what strife would leave
in the wake of fire
dying is done
the rain that ravishes a hole is what light does to a sun
into its life, not into the past we die—a future of wash & seep
that keep seas alive—o grain of sand! testament to all this effort—ceaselessly
o restless tide of night!
what is sex without death? Divine & not unlike a god with life sex is love
& love is fatal & the enflamed essence of this is a Root every Hole in the unknowable universe has to endeavor for without this it's nothing. without this
it's just eternity
there are few opportunities for condolences when it comes to sight. we see too much of the dark—turn away, in truth, to see the sun & we become blind. with death the dark gets illuminated & in that light lies the fate of eternal life—but what lies in the loss that defies sight?
it is not because of a hole in the ground (where nothing is life)
that this "is" as us seek the advantage of being—but without
voids (infinite or not) the advantage is only a seeming
if the truth be told, it is a wild absence not constrained even by its presence
if that is
it is not because of the future when nothing is life that this nothing of life becomes the advantage of being in love—but without this nothing the advantage is nothing & being, like truth, the comic result—the commingling where no plug gets known; the union only careless genitals claim to own
but there is a future?
there is a love?
—if not, than the advantage the past gains with every intercourse is nullified as is the dark careless with each spark of fire—it is not because of life, where nothing is death that a bright universe depends—but being without, well that "is" is the preponderance of tragic innocence