I can think of life
thanks to things like the weather of light—this erosion of emptiness in effort
to raise the dead from that in which I thank those who think of death instead
when pupa is mistaken for pupa & its fate for a fly
the hole, mistaken for a hole & its end for the end
than “the end” is not the great nest we’re in, but
—how else to say it? —a grave beginning
fire sleeps when seeds wake
& fire wakes when sleep
the "beneath" all seeds give way gives way
to die is to receive what is life-giving can a seed bare itself a more perfect oblivion? each & every seed surrenders the once & future tree no, not that god is—but death will be!
the dark stuff of thought the dead take care to wake the wild with, makes us, who most rely upon the sun to shine, take up desire—for what is a seed if not the need to bury in sleep so that in dream we who live may, well, think?
to grow is to bury the bearing forth until the bearing forth that is buried bears fruit by that which is barren for "that which is" (being a void) is like the one a seed will die for